The life of...me in a nutshell.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Tuesday June 27

I don't remember how we got to it but mom and I were walking on the bank of a river. I'm thinking the ottawa river. We have bring orange lifejackets on and we're kinda hoping from spot to spot. Anyways after a while I fell in an the current was pushing me away but I tried to swim back against the current. It didn't work so I floated floated floated until it was really shallow and I could grab onto something. I got up and started back to where mom was I went on a side path though, it was a dirtbike ramp. I turned around and went back. I slowely made my way back to mom, there was a really big alcove and there were 2 snakes in it. mom said that if I fell in I had to just keep bobbing and I'd be fine. So I ran and jumped as far as I could and was about 3/4 of the way across the water. So I bobbed and bobbed and finally I just looked up and there were two little girls and two mom's in a little wagon that were putting on a play. It was really cute. So I swum to were mom was sitting, she was mad, and we watched their play. I then woke up.

Afterthought: Throughout the dream mom was mad. Mom had been grumpy yesterday.

Dream Dictionary: current: To see/notice an ocean or river current in your dream, represents the direction of your life and the decisions you have made along the way. It also represents the influences in your life and how they work in guiding you through your life's path. The dream may also be a metaphor for the current events or something that is going on in your life at the moment.

Afterthought: So for a while in the current I couldn't grab hold of anything, so the decisions I've made are crappy, and are not working for me or what? With the current events can I not grab hold of them.

DD: river:To see a clear, calm-flowing river in your dream, signifies that you are allowing your life to float away and it is time that you take a more decisive hand in directing your life. A river also symbolizes joyful pleasures, peace and prosperity.

afterthought: That is a good point, I should really work harder at being productive.

DD: jumping: To dream that you are jumping, indicates that you need to take a risk and go for it. You will find progress toward your goals.

A: that makes sence.

DD: snake: To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

A: hidden fears or worries. Well that makes some sense.

DD: wagon: To see a wagon in your dream, is symbolic of difficulties. It also signifies your thrifty nature and your unwillingness to take risks.

A: So all of these correspond to each other. I need to take more risks. I guess I'll try to do that :D I'm quite risky at times.

Sunday, June 18, 2006

Sunday June 18

Ok so I've had a couple of dreams since my last post...my internet crashed literally. So I'm just going to write all of them down and then analyze it all.

Desk

So I had this dream a very long time ago and there was actually like no point to it! My friend Jon was sitting beside two other random people infront of a computer...and I was on the otherside...THAT's IT! I was dissapionted! Although Jon keeps on popping up in my dreams...creepy.

Cottage/School

Ok so this dream I had last weekend. It starts off and all my friends from school are sitting on the school steps and my friend scott was going to talk to them about something serious. Lyndsay and I walk by and he stops talking. We then all have to go to class. So we go through this barn type thing and Lynds tells me about how two of our kind of friends hung her in a chimney but as she was falling she snapped a picture of them looking down at her. So she can use that against them.

We come out of the barn like thing, and we're in this field type thing, but there were trees and bushes everywhere. So everyone was just walking and everyone had gotten ahead of a turn, and it was just me lagging behind. I hear a big roar behind me so I look around and a skull type go cart thing is headed towards me! I roars past me and starts to circle some of the bushes and stuff. It's cutting the grass as well. So it's circling then it comes at me kind of like my brother (who's inside) is trying to scare me, so I play along and start running he comes so close to me and is still gaining on me so I sit on the front of the thing. We are then going in the opposite direction I was going at the start, My brothers girlfriend comes out to meet us with another go cart type thing, there's lots of dust and stuff just settling. She's says Is that good? I sprayed it all. my brothers like yeah great! (we start getting nearer to the cottage)So we move on, and he starts talking about how he's going to change the cottage dramatically so we won't have to give it away! So goes in to park and he hits this vending machine, screams crap and goes to see if it's all right. It's fine he says. He slips 3 dollars into the machine and explains that you now have to pay a dollar for each hour you're at the cottage. He then leaves with Jenna. I go into the kitchen but I have to put another dollar in. So I come into the kitchen to get some ranch dressing, and my friend Jon is being scolded and cornered by our friend Jen. Then I see mom near the front window, I went over to see what was wrong. And she was looking out on her classes they were all sitting perfectly still. They've been like that for about an hour now she said. Creepy I said. Each of the two classes have different colours on, they are sitting in bleacher type things and watching a game on a field. We look away for a minute and everyones in choas! They are fighting everywhere you can see two blue shirts with an orange shirt beating them up! And vice versa! There was just a big cloud of dust and stuff anmd they went all quiet mom said. Then I woke up.

Ship mast - Sunday June 18.

It starts and there's two teams of two. We are asked which mast/boat we want and we go for the red one! So we work very hard to complete the mast. There is a reporter very interested in what we are doing. But it is very important for some reason so we can't show him.

So we get really close to finishing and we come to the place in the morning and the reporter is there, he's looking for our mast. He takes a picture of one of the walls of compartments and there's a big flash, we had had a piece of the fabric in there! The rport goes insane trying to find where it is! We contain him and calm him. He almost destroys EVERYTHING we've worked on. We get him to leave.

The two of us and all of our helpers find all the peices we need to still sew togther and someone bring out something I had been working on fo the reporter because he had been very nice. It was a wrist band with half a muffin stitched on. I duno if I want to finish this now, but I start on it. But then I start looking for all the pieces of the mast. We have the biggest chunk but I had a farely big chunk to get out of a compartment. They say they've got it out so we start sewing it together again. My partner is a man, he is very kind and I feel like I've known him for the longest time! He understands me and I him. We are the Best of friends. We've found all the parts and we are just finishing up when I wake up.

Desk - My interpretaion: I really have no clue where it came from. It's quiet odd.

Dream Dictionary: None worked

Cottage/school

dream dictionary: secret: To dream that you or someone has a secret, represents hidden power. It suggests that something needs to emerge from your unconscious.

Afterthought: Well at the start my friend had been about to tell them all something, well he had been doing that alot.

Dream Dictionary: Chimeny: To see a chimney in your dream, represents warmth, tradition, and family values. Alternatively, a chimney is symbolic of a phallic symbol.

Afterthought: Somehow that kinda fits in. Lyndsay being my cousin.

Dream Dictionary: crowd: To see a happy, orderly crowd in your dream, denotes assured happiness, pleasant friends and opportunities for advancement.
To dream that you are in or part of a crowd, signifies that you need to make some space for yourself. You need solitude to reflect on a situation at hand and recharge your energy

Afterthought: Sometimes I do feel like I need space from my friends, but those moments are like two second long then thy do something funny!

Dream Dictionary: walking: To dream that you are walking with ease, represents the way you are moving through life and progress toward your goals. Consider your destination.

Afterhtought: That's good.

Dream dictionary: To see or sit on bleachers in your dream, indicates that you are are reflecting on your progress in achieving your goals. The appearance of bleachers can also serve to bring you back in time to the high school gym or track field and the feelings you experienced at the time.

Afterthought: Wow! We had gone to a rugby game a while back it was awesome fun!

Dream dictionary: To see a cottage in your dream, represents comfort, peace and serenity. You prefer a life of simplicity.

Afterhought: I'm not sure all of these apply. But yeah that was cool.

Mast - Sunday June 18

Dream Dictionary: Red: Red is an indication of raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, aggression, power, courage and passion. The color red has deep emotional and spiritual connotations.

Afterthought: I've been very energetic lately and emotional.

DD: Mast: to see the masts of ships in your dream, signifies long and pleasant journeys and new companionships.

Afterthought: That's cool :)

DD: sewing: To dream that you are sewing, suggests that you are trying to make amends with others. There may be a situation or relationship that needs to be repaired. Perhaps you are creating a new self-image and taking on a new attitude.

Afterthought: Yes I've been trying to patch stuff up with people, for other people.

Thoughts: Wow, I glad I finally wrote it all down! Doesn't make much sence, well maybe a little but hey.