The life of...me in a nutshell.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Tuesday, May 23

My friends Serah and Sawah and I were hanging out in my home town. And then this kid comes up and they keep saying oh he's a good guy, he's funny. It turns out to be a kid who used to sit beside me in grade 3. I haden't thought about him in years. So I asked him if he remembered me, he said no (but somehow I knew he did) then I started sniffing and my nose started bleeding so I ran to the nearest bathroom. I watched the blood drip into the sink, then I woke up.

my interpretation: I have no clue, it was so real! The blood really felt like it was dripping out of my nose, and there wasn't much colours until the blood.

Dream Dictionary: nose: To dream of a bleeding nose, is prophetic of disaster and danger.

afterthought: Wholey crap!! nothing bad has happened directly to me just yet. This is creepy.

Friday, May 19, 2006

Friday May 19

So a big group of my friends and I went to a Fair about an hour away and they all went on a whole bunch of rides and used up all their tickets. My Cousin really wanted to go on this one ride and there was only one seat left and for some reason the seat was dirty or something so I lended her my skirt (I had pants on underneith) So everyone used up all their tickets except me so we went to a different fair. My friend had 2 tickets left so he went on a ride with me. I found my necklace there. I then found out that my friend had been watching me and documenting everything I did. And he knew the guy incharge of the ride, they were from the same organization or something. Then someone was taking a picture and they were frozen in a fighting position. After they shook hands. Then I awoke.

My interpretation: I had been thinking about my town Fair lately. The rest make no sense to me.

Dream Dictionary: Fair: To dream that you are at the fair, suggests that you have overcame some minor obstacle and ready to move forward with renewed energy.

Afterthought: I was extremely energetic today and I feel as if something has finally past.

Dream Dictionary: skirt: To dream that you are wearing a skirt, represents the signals that you are conveying or sending out.

Afterthought: Perhaps that is a signal I've been sending lately.

Wow, this puts a little more sense into this dream. It helps me kinda understand me more.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Sunday, May 7, 2006

So in the dream I have 3 siblings one older and one younger than me. Some other kid is living with us aswell. Now I think there has been a death in the family like an uncle or aunt or something, that landed us with the kid, who is the same age as the older sibling. I am younger than I am now. The younger sibling is completely heart broken and is crying all the time, and I am strong and silent.

Before our uncle/aunt died we had to write a page each a day, of the same story;kinda like a chore. But now for some reason we need to write alot more pages! So my older sibling isn't sad at all or so it seems, she keeps sneaking away or sometimes not doing her pages. She's Rebeling alot.

Then something happens, I think the cops come and investigate my older sibling's room and the younger sibling and I need to run so we're running on a highway but it's a dirt road and I am more off to the side. A few cars come racing together down the side of the road right at her. They all skid and stop sideways or the other way that they were moving on purpose, and it cuts to back at our house where our mom is just realizing how messed up we've all become the younger sibling is sobbing somewhere, while the older one has gone out the window to go seduce the cop that's just outside; we stop her. I wake up after we pull the older sibling back in.

My interpretation: I dunno but the death/mourning thing came up again. Although in a different form it's still death and mourning. I think that's a kind of sign.

Dream Dictionary:Death: To dream about the death of a loved one, suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what do you like about him. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, it indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life.

Afterthought: I don't think that is true for I never even knew who exactly had died.

Dream Dictionary:mourn: To dream that you are in mourning, refers to your inability to let go of the past. You need clear those old experiences and make way for the new.

To see others wearing mourning in your dream, signifies disturbing influences and misunderstanding amongst your friends that may result in loss, disappointments, or possible separation.

Afterthought: I don't think I clutching to the past or anthing. I'll try and pin piont what all I'm holding on to though.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Saturday, April 29

So all my friends and I biked to my friends house and they were just kinda lazing around. We got a party all started and everyone was having a good time when I notice that one of my friends Jon, is in this computer lab type room. He looks very sad as if he's mourning someone. So I go in and they have a movie for each year of their life (as if they take around a camera to the important events that year and make one video of it)

The video of 2 years ago so 2004 was on and there was a party there. There's this pretty blond girl. In my dream I can't hear anything and I'm not talking I just know stuff. They didn't tell me all that about the video for each year thing. So I try to make him feel better by saying something...then I wake up.

My interpretation: I've been getting to know my 2 friends better lately. That's all I can think of.

Dream Diary: Mourning: To see others mourning in your dream, signifies disturbing influences and misunderstanding amongst your friends that may result in loss, disappointments, or possible separation.

Afterthoughts: We haven't been like that lately.

***Update****

Dream Dictionary: friend: To see your friends, saddened and troubled, in your dream, signifies sickness and distress upon them.

Afterthought: A few weeks later Jon did get sick.