The life of...me in a nutshell.

Monday, April 24, 2006

April 23, 2006

So last last night I had a really weird dream:

It started off I was swinging in a huge tree, either that or I was really small, with a whole buncha people. I was a rodent type animal of some kind. So we're swinging and then we all have to skidaddle for some reason, I think we left some behind or they got stuck somewhere cause we got to grandmother rodent and she said we have to go find our brothers and sisters, they were by a big tree and a pond. So my brothers and sisters took off down the pipes leading underground, Grandmother said something about something green. They all had missinterpreted and I was telling them, well more specifically I was telling Lyndsay, she was wrong. They complained they didn't want to use something (I'm thinking a scying type thing) cause they could only use it once. So we couldn't turn back now, we were in the pipes/tunnel and then we came into someone's house and we were trying to creep out the door when people came in, spotted us all and started screaming like we were the ugliest things ever. We all split and then I woke up.

My interpretation: Well I've been climbing alot of trees lately and climbing random stuff. I've been hanging around Lyndsay alot, and My Gramma just came home today.

Dream Dictionary: Swing: To dream that you are swinging, suggests that you are going back and forth in some situation and need to make up your mind.

Afterthought: I suppose that is kinda true.

Dream Dictionary: animal: To dream that animals can talk, represents superior knowledge. Its message is often some form of wisdom. Alternatively, a talking animal denotes your potential to be all that you can be.

To dream that you are saving the life of an animal, suggests that you are successfully acknowledging certain emotions and characteristics represented by the animal. The dream may also stem from feelings of inadequacy or being overwhelmed.

Afterthought: On Saturday I was at a Ringette tryout, that could corrospond with the potential to be all I can be thing. Technically I was saving animals, they were my family, I was quite overwhelmed by the Tryout...but I don't think that completely explains my dream.

It was a very odd dream...what could I get but an odd kind of explaination.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Monday April 17, 2006

I had a very odd dream last night. It seemed our class had to set up booths and sell a certain number of things as a summative assignment. I was setting up and I didn't remember if I had more than one booth so I asked my friend Jamie, he didn't know so I asked someone of authority and they said no you only have one. People were going through kinda like at a garage sale, and my friend Justin came over and was talking to me then he picked up an Easter egg a bit bigger than my finger nail and said I want this, a lady just before had went by giving away free spoons and forks (you know the ones you get as suivaneirs from different countries) I picked out a fork.

So then randomly I was at someone else's stall and then I was painting...A door maybe. But I was going to paint a picture on it with a lot of green. We needed paint and then I said "I dunno if we have paint at my house. Wow that's the first time I've said my house before." So Matt and I truck over to my/Davids house (I was living in david's house, but it was more a cross between kush's house and my aunts.) We were cleaning out davids old/spare room, when I asked if he had any paint and so then he pulled out a whole bunch of paint cans. We went in a line and passed them down. Then passed them both ways.

When we were passing burglar's came and started taking stuff. I believe that's more or less the end. At one point in the dream I don't remember when(oh probably just before going to paint the door thing) This happened:

I was still with the class and I was looking for blush for some reason and there were the palates that I used to have when I was a kid. And I asked two girls which one I should get and they were saying take the cheaper one. (I don't remember who the girls were) One made a joke, which I don't remember, I was being really girlie.

My interpretation: I'm always asking my friend Jamie about stuff I don't get in Math, so that's where that came in. We were painting this weekend, that's probably where all the painting-ness came in. The blush stuff came in cause I was with Kelly yesterday and she asked my to get her blush from her bag for her. And because I'm become more girlie and I wanted to try a combo with lipstick.

Dream Dictionary: Painting: To dream that you are painting your house, signifies that you will find much success in a new project and that you will be promoted to a coveted position. You may be expressing your creativity. Alternatively, it may also mean your are covering up something.

To dream that paint has gotten on your clothes, signifies that you are too easily offended by criticism about you.

To see a painting in your dream, represents your need for self-expression. The painting is symbolic of your intuition and inner realizations.

After thought: I guess it would be closest to the last one, cause I'm not painting a house, I'm painting a door type thing.

Dream Dictionary: Burglar: To see or dream that you are a burglar, indicates that your energy is being sucked away from you. You are feeling drained. It may also mean that your fears, guilt, and anxiety make it hard for you to say no to others.

Afterthought: Yeah, I normally can't say no. It makes sense.

Dream Dictionary: Blush: To dream that you are wearing blush, indicates that you want to be more expressive and loving.

Afterthought: T'is true. I suppose I've embraced what is happening.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Dream Dairy

Ok so this is now to be changed into a dream diary type thing. For I have very odd dreams! I have written some down and I try to puzzle them out. Lately I have been putting some major aspects of my dreams into a few key words and entering them in a dream dictionary site. So yeah, I think I'm going to just write about some prominent dreams that happened in the past 2 weeks-ish.

Ok so I long time ago I had dreamt that I was blind, but in the dream I think I was not looking through my eyes but just above my shoulder (I could not see my body, if I turned my head to the side I did not see my shoulder...all my dreams are like this although I am in me.) I could still kinda see, but it was a dark room and I don't remember what the dream was about.

my interpretation:...I have not clue!!

Dream Dictionary:Blind: To dream that you are blind, represents your refusal to see the truth or your lack of awareness to a problem. Perhaps you are rejecting something about yourself or your situation. Are you refusing to see any other point of view except your own? Consider the pun, "turning a blind eye".

afterthoughts: I don't remember when exactly I had the dream so I'm not sure if it's right.

Ok so I had a dream last sunday I beleive about my family and I hiding from our neighbors who were trying to kill us. To get away we went in the pool in our dream backyard. After a while we came out and we were sitting in a clearing of a forest type place. My brother (he was younger, he looked about grade 8) was in quicksand and for somereason I wasn't aloud to save him...the neighbors said so. I tried to draw attention to him drowning in quicksand and eventually I just took him out.

My interpretation: NONE

Dream Diary:Quicksand: To dream that you are sinking in quicksand, signifies that your assumption that you are on solid ground will prove misleading and you will slowly find yourself in an expected situation.

To dream that you are rescued from quicksand by a lover, signifies a worthy and faithful lover.

Afterthought: None of that applied to my dream, I was discouraged by this. I then searched on more than one dream dictionary site but none came up specific to my dream.

I dreamt this dream last night Saturday April 15, 2006. At first I was in a dark room like a prison but it was an open room with no bars, I think now it might've been a mental institution. I had a sister and her boyfriend/soul mate was there. We had come to visit and they were so in love, I was jealous I beleive. That was it.

This was a completely different scene a guy (I think it was the boyfriend) got stabbed or something in his heart area. We were in a garage, My friend Craig was there and he was trying to save the guy, his hands were completely in the guy moving through organs and guts and he brought something out in the open and popped it. Puss came out and after that he fiddled a bit more and he said the guy was going to be fine. I was at the guys head, I then called to my friend Justin to stem the blood will I helped Craig with something. But justin was queesy about the blood and inards he'd have to hold in so I did it. Craig suddenly was all done and said we shouldn't move him, but his mom came and took the guy away. Then I awoke.

My interpretation: I had been reading late into the night a Sweet Valley High book, the boyfriend probably came from that. That day I had been painting with Craig and Justin. As for the blood and guts I have no clue.

Dream Dictionary: blood: To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. If you see the word "blood" written in your dream, then it may refer to some situation in your life that is permanent and cannot be changed.

To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood, signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you.

Dream Dictioanry: room: To see a dark, eerie or confining room, denotes that that you feel trapped or repressed in a situation.

Afterthought: I never know what I really am feeling anymore I suppose I could feel trapped or repressed but I don't think so. I will try and think about that during this week. Now I saw blood but I also he was loosing blood and so I think there's a mix somewhere in there. I can understand I could have been emotionally drained that day. To represent Life,Love, and passion with dissapointments I think is right. At this point I am very odd and the love and passion part is starting to show a little more in me. Which makes me fully aware of the disapointments.

this conlcudes my first officail post of my new Dream Dairy.