The life of...me in a nutshell.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

family then famous

So Lyndz and I are at the family reunion I think, and we were playing a game that we were animals and basically it was just tag, and we knew Johnny Depp was coming, and so we all just kinda stayed in the game for a long time, cause if you were caught you went somewhere else. So he came and I kinda stayed away but he said hi to me. Then Matt comes outa nowhere and like grabs him around the shoulders and says no worries I'll protect you!

So then we get off the thing we were playing on and somehow we go to the Dierkes Concert. But it's at school, so we're looking for Tom, (I think it's just me now) and I see him escorting with Matt and other people this shorter guy with glasses, and I think that was the guest appearance, and they all thought I was trying to get to him, (they were only students at the school) but I was trying to get to Tom, so then the guy turned to move and I could hug Tom. So then Tom had to go again, and be all bodyguard-ish then I went to the concert. And then after I went looking for Dierkes and where I was supposed to go and Tom. So I went in a door then there were stairs and dark corridors, but Tom and the bodyguards were up ahead. So I pass this white room, and a Table full of important looking women, and they were laughing good heartedly at me. and they were asking Tom (at the other end of the room) if he got a jersey. and he said yes and that it was dirty, and then he put on a shiny yellow jersey that had Dierkes on the back. then I woke up.

Afterthought: I watched Benny and Joon last night, I've been thinking about the concert a lot, and nervous about after kinda. And I was talking to Tom a lot yesterday.

DD: Reunion: To�dream that you are attending a reunion, suggests that there are feelings from the past which you need to acknowledge and recognize. Alternatively, it indicates that you have incorporated the various aspects/qualities of the people in your dream reunion.

DD: Fame: To see famous people in your dream, signifies an increase to your prosperity and honor.

DD: To dream that you are at a concert, represents harmony and cooperation in a situation or relationship of your waking life. You are experiencing an uplift in your spirits.

DD: To see your boyfriend in your dream, represents your waking relationship with him and how you feel about him

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Fired?

So I had this dream that Lynds and Tom and I worked for This guy named Dan, that Tom is actually working for. Lynds was like his planner person, I dunno, and had been there a long time, Tom had been there for a couple months I'm guessing. So I had to go get supplies or something, and since Tom had been there a while he could slack off a bit and walk with me, I think we were wrestling or something. I got back and Dan gets mad and says your cousin is so good blah blah blah, that's why I hired you. You get one more chance...then I woke up *shrug* weird eh.

Friday, July 28, 2006

upside-down rightside-up?

Lynds and I were hanging out at her mom's house, or like a friend of her moms house or something. The girls were sleeping and we were just talking, the light was off. I think there was someone in a lazy-boy sleeping. I'm not sure though. So I clicked some light switch kinda and the room 45 degrees and all the furniture slide flat back on the new floor. It was like nothing happened, the person sleeping kept sleeping.

I flicked the switch again, this time I think it went crazy cause it kept moving around and around. I was far away from the switch and lynds was getting mad at me. She was trying to get to the switch. I swung from couch to chair to light. I think Lynds got there first and flicked it and everything was fine. We started putting everything back in their places, when my aunt came in and we were trying to explain to her what happened. I'm not sure if she beleived us. I woke up.

Monday, July 24, 2006

♪Burning down the house♫

So it starts with me and Lynds hanging out at my aunt kims. Evan is there and my mom randomly and I'm reading a new library book and find a bookmark and two scratch and win cards that look really old, mom comes over and I ive them to her. So then mom and aunt kim leave. So Lynds and I invite a bunch of people over, and we go into this like lockerroom type room. There's a mirror and a cabinet under the mirror. There are hooks for coats and stuff everywhere. So anyway we're partying and whatever the doors open, but we don't see evan.

Then there was a fire that started in the cabinet, we didn't care about it and kept partying. So then something else on the other side of the room caught on fire. So we all crowded out and Lynds and I were like aw crap we burned down aunt kim's bathroom! So I guess we put out the fires but everything was burnt and stuff. We go to the kitchen and everyone had left. I said "she had just redun all the cabinets! Then I think we're at school but it's my old elementary school. Evan says " I have you on video cmera at your worst!" We hadden't told aunt kim about the bathroom yet.

I was thinking " We can help clean it up and pay for some of it."

So then I was on the run, cops were lookin' for me everywhere. Since Lynds looks like me we created a diversion and I hid in some bushes, then we were both running and we saw a cop van in some trees and I was like Hey they wouldn't look for us in the one place they know I don't want to be! So I got in the van and two cops came in behind me, and shut the doors.

Yes I'm and idiot. So then I wake up and I'm in this "cell" and all the walls are white, it feels like were on like a trailer type thing. Snape is in the cell across from mine. I think I'm harry potter. So I go back to sleep and wake up frantically trying to get out and finding stuff to help me and all. Snape comes over and pushes open my door that had been unlocked for a while. This police guy comes up to snape and makes sure he's a police guys (he's dressed like one) and the thing scans his face, but it looks like a dark skinned guy.

We're clear and we open this pull up door and Hermoine is waiting for me. She jumps and hugs me. Then people turn into different people it's me, Tom, and this kid on my bus(Jeff). We're walking down my old neighborhood road to Jeff's house, we go up to the house next to his and ring the doo bell saying trick or treat. A little girl nswers the door saying it's November 1st. (The addy twins are in the background saying halloweens over)

Tom wa saying that he could wait for me then hug me. And I said why? Then he demonstrated trying. T'was hilarious and I nearly collapsed laughing. Then I woke up.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

wild

Ok so theres a big group of us and I think we're like lost in a forest or something...anyways we're just kinda trying to survive.

So I'm sitting in a chair with kush by my side, I dunno if we're keeping watch or not. There's definitaly other people awake. So I'm trying to keep warm while putting my feet in a pile of leaves. But it's weird as I am I'm thinking of a dead child and the blood all over the leaves that's why my feet are so warm. But the leaves look fine. So Kush is saying how we shouldn't have to keep watch or what ever. He also notices my feet and say that will never work. As he shivers.

So then a diferent scene, a "couple" (from our group) are kinda just hanging out, when this other guy comes up and says something along the lines of Marry me. The guy laughs at him and is cocky and everything saying there's nobody else the girl loves but him, Take off. But you can tell the girl does like the other guy. Anyways, they keep talking and somehow she ends up saying I just ant to find a certain tree again.

So the non-couple guy walks away, then comes back saying he found the tree, come with him. The big couple guy is like I gotta see this, as in me girlfriend and this guy are both cracked. Then we get to the tree and the non-ouple guy's face falls. (It's just him and the girl) She walks up to the tree (I think she's me from the leaves part, but it's not me really. It's confusing) and there a guy dead nailed to the top of the tree but his skull. (It looks like the cottage woods) And she's like how could this happen, who was on watch? Somehow we know exactly when he died 4:04 and the person who was on watch said they came back at 4:07...There's a big oh no and I wake up.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

War

ok I start the dream thinking I should bring a suitcase with me but then at the last minute deciding to leave it at my house. (on an old wood porch)We were rushing, although I never found out who was with me. I have a feeling the setting is before the 1960's. Then I think we skip something, and I'm walking alone on a street. A preast asks if I need anything but I don't wish to both him any. So he moves on the other people. There are many homeless people walking the streets and everyone seems to be dirty. I think a flash back occurs and I'm running into an old house with an older lady churning butter (seen from the eyes of the older lady).

I begin to think that I needed my suitcase. So I go to the priests house in search of him. To ask him if he could drive me to my old house. There are an older couple there with my urging me to be careful as I walk through the door. I crawl in, and I see darkness. Then there are two men dressed in black. There is another man that had ventured into the house with me. They spot me just as I'm rawling out of the house, they throw a big glass globe at me (I'm thinking a type of chandeleir) but I think I get out just in time. The man who came in with me did not return. I beleive that's who the older couple had sent in. It is night time.

It cuts to the next day, I am again walking the dirty streets. When I find a orphaned child somehow. I take her with me, as I walk aimlessly, I beleive I am in search of food for myself and the child. I recognize a boy (lets call him bob)and say " Oh my goodness thank god I found you." I'm think our age around 16 or 17. I beleive we are in love. He was orphaned aswell.

It cuts to me in a half cave half house think with the child. She runs into the house just as I had in the flash back. I am stiring a pot of soup, but whatever I put into it made it go solid.

It cuts to me on the streets again confronting bob saying what did you give me to put in the soup. We cannot eat it. The day is brighter than any of the other days. He says he is sick of this and marches off across the road, I follow and I watch as a man is hit by a car (an old car, and there are dirt roads. But no horse and buggy) that was close to hitting me. I beleive I fall or something in the mud. As I am stnding in the middle of the road a bus full of kids drives by with their faces pressed against the window laughing. ( This makes me think of the holocaust)

I never find bob. I think I return to the cave think and the little girl.



Afterthought: This was a really intense dream! I woke up 3 times inbetween it I think. But it just resumed where it had left off. It was mostly dark throughout. Except the last scene at the end, where I was watching a bus drive by. I'll have to research about what time period I would have been in. I don't think the dream dictionary things will work on this particular dream. I just don't think it's one of those dreams.

DD: Suitcase: To see a suitcase in your dream, indicates that you are a very together person. You keep attitudes and behavior in check. Alternatively, it is symbolic of a much needed vacation or break. You need some changes in your life.

DD: Old
To see something old in your dream, suggests that there is something in your life that you need to replace or get rid of.

DD: Priest: To see a priest in your dream, signifies spiritual needs, regulation, religious belief and guidance. It also symbolizes chastity and abstinence. You may view sexuality as immoral.

DD: raod: To see a road in your dream, indicates your sense of direction and pursuit of your goals. To see a winding and bumpy road in your dream, signifies that will find many obstacles and setbacks toward your goals. You may be met with unexpected difficulties. If the road is dark, then it reflects the darker or more frightening choices which you have made or are making.

dd: love: To dream of love of being in love, suggests intense feelings carried over from a waking relationship. It implies happiness and contentment with what you have and where you are in life. On the other hand, you may not be getting enough love in your daily life. We naturally long for the sense to belong and to be accepted.

dd: chase: To dream that you are chasing someone, signifies that you are attempting to overcome a difficult goal or task. You may also be expressing some aggressive feelings toward others.

dd: mud: To see mud in your dream, suggests that you are involved in a messy and sticky situation. It also suggests that some internal cleansing is needed.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Tuesday June 27

I don't remember how we got to it but mom and I were walking on the bank of a river. I'm thinking the ottawa river. We have bring orange lifejackets on and we're kinda hoping from spot to spot. Anyways after a while I fell in an the current was pushing me away but I tried to swim back against the current. It didn't work so I floated floated floated until it was really shallow and I could grab onto something. I got up and started back to where mom was I went on a side path though, it was a dirtbike ramp. I turned around and went back. I slowely made my way back to mom, there was a really big alcove and there were 2 snakes in it. mom said that if I fell in I had to just keep bobbing and I'd be fine. So I ran and jumped as far as I could and was about 3/4 of the way across the water. So I bobbed and bobbed and finally I just looked up and there were two little girls and two mom's in a little wagon that were putting on a play. It was really cute. So I swum to were mom was sitting, she was mad, and we watched their play. I then woke up.

Afterthought: Throughout the dream mom was mad. Mom had been grumpy yesterday.

Dream Dictionary: current: To see/notice an ocean or river current in your dream, represents the direction of your life and the decisions you have made along the way. It also represents the influences in your life and how they work in guiding you through your life's path. The dream may also be a metaphor for the current events or something that is going on in your life at the moment.

Afterthought: So for a while in the current I couldn't grab hold of anything, so the decisions I've made are crappy, and are not working for me or what? With the current events can I not grab hold of them.

DD: river:To see a clear, calm-flowing river in your dream, signifies that you are allowing your life to float away and it is time that you take a more decisive hand in directing your life. A river also symbolizes joyful pleasures, peace and prosperity.

afterthought: That is a good point, I should really work harder at being productive.

DD: jumping: To dream that you are jumping, indicates that you need to take a risk and go for it. You will find progress toward your goals.

A: that makes sence.

DD: snake: To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

A: hidden fears or worries. Well that makes some sense.

DD: wagon: To see a wagon in your dream, is symbolic of difficulties. It also signifies your thrifty nature and your unwillingness to take risks.

A: So all of these correspond to each other. I need to take more risks. I guess I'll try to do that :D I'm quite risky at times.